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«We appre­ci­ate some­thing when it’s no longer part of our life». This thought comes stronger and stronger to my mind, every sin­gle day for the past few years, since the time I went to live in Paris as a stu­dent (now I live per­ma­nently in France). Dur­ing my stud­ies I had read a book under the title God in Paris. Even though I don’t quite remem­ber the plot, this title still haunts my mind, but as a question.

I can still recall the first answer I was given regard­ing this ques­tion, when I set foot in France. The answer came from a nurse at the first hos­pi­tal I worked in, when she saw the cross hang­ing from my neck; «Take it off imme­di­ately, where you think you are? France is a pop­ulist state, thus it is for­bid­den to wear reli­gious sym­bols in pub­lic spaces!«
The sec­ond answer came a year later, when I was invited for lunch dur­ing Lent. Every­one was curi­ous about my exact beliefs and then has­tened to enlighten me about the hypocrisy and the crimes of the Roman Catholic Church. «No! For­tu­nately, such an old-​fashioned God has no place in mod­ern France» they added proudly.
The third answer came dur­ing my third year in France, from a French col­league. While hold­ing a con­ver­sa­tion, I told her that I’m Ortho­dox Chris­t­ian and pra­ti­quant, a French word dif­fer­ent from the word croy­ant (believer) used to describe a per­son who prac­tices his/​her beliefs. She was sur­prised as she told me that she thought only believ­ers of Allah live accord­ing to their beliefs. «I have never heard any­thing about Christ!«
So God is ban­ished from Paris…from the pop­ulist French state… Maybe ban­ished but surely not absent… «To the unknown God»…
Decem­ber of 2015, my fourth year in France. Since long ago I had heard about the Solan monastery, which is an ortho­dox female monastery near Avi­gnon in South­ern France. As Christ­mas was com­ing, I thought it would be nice to attend the Ves­per and the Ser­vice on Sun­day morn­ing. After I had con­tacted the nuns, I set off with a friend on Sat­ur­day morn­ing. A five-​hour trip by train led us to a vil­lage, one-​hour dis­tance from the monastery. A man around 70 was expect­ing us in order to give us a ride. We got in the car and started mak­ing acquain­tances. He was French and he had been work­ing in Geneva for many years. I couldn’t resist ask­ing him how he had found God and became Ortho­dox.
The answer was sim­ple, yet stag­ger­ing: «I did not find God. He set me up and found me!» He told us he had found by chance some ortho­dox lit­er­ary works and then he searched orho­dox hymns on youtube. He also recounted that when he found the Ortho­dox Church of Geneva, he and his wife real­ized that they had finally found what they had been search­ing in vain all those years in Catholi­cism! The liv­ing God had set them up. His wife was a cat­e­chist in a catholic parish. When she told the priest there their deci­sion to be bap­tized ortho­dox Chris­tians he sim­ply said «I under­stand you!»
«We had been told that in the mir­a­cle of feed­ing 5000 peo­ple, the bread wasn’t really mul­ti­plied but that every­one had a piece of bread in their pock­ets!!!! You can under­stand how weak this God looked like.» added our dri­ver.
When he found Ortho­doxy, he aban­doned every­thing, he and his whole fam­ily were bap­tized and they moved nearby an ortho­dox monastery in order to be actively involved in parish’s work…
The fol­low­ing morn­ing at the Ser­vice I beheld a spec­ta­cle too unique to be hap­pen­ing in France. I saw decently dressed peo­ple arrive early in Matins, attend silently the Ser­vice, singing hymns and be actively involved. They had the enthu­si­asm and eager­ness of a neo­phyte, which reminded me of my first years as a Chris­t­ian…
I spoke with the major­ity of them and heard their sto­ries. I found out that in many cases their deci­sion to become ortho­dox Chris­tians had caused them be rejected by their fam­i­lies…
«At work every­one couldn’t help ask­ing what was wrong with me, because I didn’t wear jew­elry any­more and instead of grum­bling, I was always happy and smil­ing. What had hap­pened? I was sim­ply bap­tized ortho­dox Chris­t­ian» said to me a woman who was the head nurse of a hos­pi­tal in Avi­gnon.
Like the Chris­tians of early times, the same enthu­si­asm, the same trans­for­ma­tion or, bet­ter, the divine change… The same hap­pi­ness which causes one’s face to glow…
To my inquiry how they had found God and Ortho­doxy, every­one gave me the same answer! «He found me, when I couldn’t find plea­sure in any­thing, He came to meet me! How? I don’t really know… But my ques­tion mark was turned into a bless­ing excla­ma­tion mark!«
Well then, God in Paris!!!
The only thing left for me is to pon­der on whether I have this enthu­si­asm. Me whom God found and blessed so much even from my crib… To ask myself whether I am that happy, whether my beliefs cost me any­thing, whether my life was so extremely changed under the light of His pres­ence. And last but not least, to won­der whether I have self­ishly con­cealed this gift from the peo­ple around me who yearn and keep search­ing for the One, yet Unknown, my God.
Do I?
Where can I go and hide from Your face?!

Priscilla

Ο καθένας μας, όσο μικρός κι αν είναι, είναι μεγάλος για τον αιώνιο Θεό.

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